Fake BBQ

As the picture probably gives away, we are currently at Z’s parents’ house. The menu is burgers and sausages, but the weather means that they were definitely cooked inside. I’ve just had a lovely huge burger, and am letting it settle before going to town on some of the chicken. Mum knows I like her chicken, hee hee.

I ended up talking to bat last night after my post regarding grief. I came to some conclusions that I hadn’t put together before, things I won’t go into here for various reasons. I feel that I have a clearer picture behind my emotions and why they are doing what they are doing, which is… I don’t really have a good word. Relief? Close enough.

Right, I am going to go back to enjoying the best view in the world (Z in front of a rainy window), and generally chilling out.

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